Post by Hegiko on Jan 17, 2012 0:49:57 GMT -5
Alone in the night.
I think of you.
I think of the times we laughed
the fears we entrusted.
I so want to see you, but i weep knowing.
In times of darkness i saw you.
when i was scared i came to you.
when i was over joyed i wanted to share that joy with you, but. . .
When you smiled i knew that you cared.
when you touched my arm it was to comfort me.
When we held each other it was love.
how did it turn so-. . . .
you were my world.
my hope.
my life.
I gave you every thing I had.
you where there for me when my mother died.
and I tried to be there for you when you lost her.
every thing went from bad to worse when she died
you grew violent and pushed me away.
I cried every night even as I slept.
it was on that night when the nightmare finally stopped.
I was walking home.
the rain like tiny bullets from the sky.
you stopped me in the ally.
I came to you.
that was my fatal mistake.
you smirked.
I screamed.
lighting flashed.
I lay drenched in my blood.
I do not call for you.
I do not yell at you.
I do not strech my hand for you to take.
I dont even say that i hate you.
I look in to your eyes.
your crazed.
insane.
but I only whisper,
"thank you. . . I . . .love. . .you."
I fall into a never ending sleep and dream.
I dream that you and I live in a small town and you never leave me.
A/N: You know, I forget what this was even about.
Oh well it's on DA ^_^
black-neko21.deviantart.com/art/Random-Musings-267247777?q=gallery%3Ablack-neko21%2F20501530&qo=13
I think of you.
I think of the times we laughed
the fears we entrusted.
I so want to see you, but i weep knowing.
In times of darkness i saw you.
when i was scared i came to you.
when i was over joyed i wanted to share that joy with you, but. . .
When you smiled i knew that you cared.
when you touched my arm it was to comfort me.
When we held each other it was love.
how did it turn so-. . . .
you were my world.
my hope.
my life.
I gave you every thing I had.
you where there for me when my mother died.
and I tried to be there for you when you lost her.
every thing went from bad to worse when she died
you grew violent and pushed me away.
I cried every night even as I slept.
it was on that night when the nightmare finally stopped.
I was walking home.
the rain like tiny bullets from the sky.
you stopped me in the ally.
I came to you.
that was my fatal mistake.
you smirked.
I screamed.
lighting flashed.
I lay drenched in my blood.
I do not call for you.
I do not yell at you.
I do not strech my hand for you to take.
I dont even say that i hate you.
I look in to your eyes.
your crazed.
insane.
but I only whisper,
"thank you. . . I . . .love. . .you."
I fall into a never ending sleep and dream.
I dream that you and I live in a small town and you never leave me.
A/N: You know, I forget what this was even about.
Oh well it's on DA ^_^
black-neko21.deviantart.com/art/Random-Musings-267247777?q=gallery%3Ablack-neko21%2F20501530&qo=13